Journal

Private.
Honest.
Need to put it.
Need to not care what others think.

Note to self:
Be positive be positive be positive be positive.
Keep eating well.
Coffee in AMs.
Losing weight
Building self and happiness with house-fixing, French, and piano, and of course giving to children.

VERY unhappy lately. Miss J. so much. Do not want someone else. 
Not sure, based on real events, what will happen there.
Either way, by summer's end, I will have a better life and more hope.