I am very lonely today.
Of course, not having the first night of spring break with J is huge.
And having been up for 3 hours alone already, and having finished my Sp call, and knowing after tomorrow I will have 3 days without speaking with Sp, and my dr. having canceled this week, these are all factors. A week off coming. Having to do the cleaning. ...
But I will have to realize that I can live with lonely. That I can live with feelings. That facing them will do me more good in the long-run than avoiding them.
And believe that things will get better.
God, please help me.
Amen.
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