Monday, November 12, 2012

Feelings Work

I feel: Stressed Overwhelmed Scared of it not working out with L and of being alone OR of him moving away as he's thinking of doing, and my being alone Scared scared scared of being alone when older and sick... Much worse since just hearing from my mother and her obnoxious daytime aide. Determined to make my stress lower and my life better. I think it is because: I have a piece of shit "sister" who does NOTHING to help, just takes money. Everything is on me. And it's mostly stuff about which I'm phobic. Next time: Do things when they are little, before they build. Take such great care of my health - for now AND future Do everything to reduce my stress. 5 Good Things about Me: 1. I have girlfriends. Long-term friendships 2. I am loyal. 3. I am honest. 4. I am generous. 5. I have integrity.
Posted by at

2 comments:

  1. BirdieNovember 12, 2012 at 7:08 AM

    Being alone is very scary but do not lose sight of the fact that you have been alone and did OK. You will be OK again if it comes to that.
    My brother is like your sister. It is usually that way in families where one child does the majority of the work.
    Everyone puts off the stuff that they are afraid of. You are normal! :-)

    ReplyDelete
  2. LynnNovember 12, 2012 at 3:25 PM

    Thank you my dear, dear Birdie!
    Your words are beautiful!
    As are you!
    Thank you thank you thank you!

    ReplyDelete

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)