Feelings Work

I feel shitty but inside basically ok too able to enjoy some moments calm enough angry at L. and at myself for being too needy inside and for meeting someone else with problems but kind of resigned to this day and whatever FIVE GOOD THINGS ABOUT ME 1. i am the energizer bunny - i've never given up. yet 2. i am smart enough. Thank God for my brain 3. i am funny 4. i am a vegan 5. i am very spiritual