Journal

depressed today
the meditation was great
maybe because of mother stuff
and own bad feelings about not doing more
and back online too much

turning it around though

I am a good person.
I am loveable.
I don’t cheat
Or steal
Or lie
Or break confidences
I care about children
And non-human animals
And adults too
I am smart
I am funny
I have cute hair
I try to live according to my religion of my upbringing and my adulthood Buddhism
I work on improving
I also let more more these few days, just living
I am a good reader
And pianist
And typist
And teacher
I take care of my birds
I am very very very extending of myself to friends
And their feelings
I am great at meditating. Like, it comes into me in a breath
I teach it to and practice it with others, too
If J doesn’t love/want me, there is nothing I can do about that.
I can live MY life.