Learning

Yesterday I did something I regret.
Not really bad, and will help a friend.
But I have to look at why I did it, when uncomfortable.
Partly because cannot stand to see someone in pain. Especially someone who has been good to me.
And partly I guess, to be important to someone? To be loved?
THAT is not good.

Last night, I offered something to A that I shouldn't have offered. But I HATED to see him hurting and just wanted to help.
Thank God he didn't take me up on it.
And I stayed on far too long with him, to my own detriment!
Also bad.
Putting other's feelings before my own needs.

Learning from it now.