July 22

This week starting today – T, W, Th, F – can be like a week OFF (4 days).

Can do for SELF.

Just took bathing suit pics omg! I put on bathing suit, look in mirror, and think – ok I’m fat but cute. Then I look at pic and think omg! I look like an OLD and VERY FAT YUCKY woman!!!!

Well, it’s good motivation anyway!

Okay – so was feeling like loser. Fat, lonely, blah blah blah…. House messy yada yada…

Have done little piano, fb, and 21 Day Fix stuff

And feeling more hopeful now.

Only choice is stay same or change…

I choose change!

And now, time for grats!