Woke up with those awful words,
"Oh fuck."
Hate that.
But then remembered dreams. SUCH interesting dreams! One example - I had a friend - who was a flying snail. I have amazingly fun dreams.
And yesterday made sure to eat cooked (lightly) broccoli
and coffee now
WILL go to office party (unless mother needs me; of can try to do both)
Kind of hard day: 2 conferences early/ then teach all day/ meeting at lunch/ 2 conferences after/ then the work party
(People think teachers have such easy schedules - we don't)
I am on the precipice.
Feeling not nearly as bad. But only since yesterday at 3 or 4. Then on and off a little.
Will try to not think of, so as not to fall back into the chasm.
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