Feelings Work

I feel: Nervous about all I have to do and needing time to myself. So happy I have piano, and a recital coming up (never thought I'd say THAT!). Nervous but grateful about my mother being home and with help and ok in the day. Missing J. Disappointed regarding L. Nervous about tonight and O. I think it is because: Well, the circumstances listed above. But then, isn't all fear irrational? So, must keep self in good spiritual and emotional and physical shape. Next time I'll do differently: Keep self in good PHYSICAL shape. And emotional. Ex - GULP! - listen to the reservations I have inside about L. 5 Good Things about Me: 1. I am self-aware 2. I am self-honest 3. I play piano 4. I have many and varied interests 5. I am open-minded!