Feelings Work

I feel: Overwhelmed Fat Ugly Worthless Like a failure (marriage) Well - not quite worthless, because God made me. Scared. Tired. Poor (financially) Grateful too, because health and opportunities. I think it is because: Gee, I don't know! Partly, dealing with J so much and him being so good - increases my love for him and thus my depression Partly, real things happening, that I have to do, and that are my "weak points." Partly, my own inner self isn't in right enough spiritual shape. Partly, I need to exercise! And the good, well, somewhere I AM aware of it! Next time I'll do differently: Try so hard to really KEEP UP WITH things! So not fall behind! ***Give myself credit! 5 Good Things about Me: 1. I am smart 2. I am strong 3. I try 4. I have helped students. Ex JM, who was in the news in a very good way this week! 5. I have nice teeth.