Today

Oh boy. I've been out of my league. The stuff for my mother has hit my weakest points - ignorant inexperienced and feeling incapable. But I'm trying to remember 2 things: 1. People can help. 2. Every time I step outside of my comfort zone, my comfort zone grows. L is supposed to come today. I kind of wish I hadn't told O about the birthday week-of-lies and H and his sex stuff, especially b'day week, as I think she doesn't WANT to meet him:( But if she will, he and MA and O and I can go out to dinner! I hope it works out. Meanwhile, I have a load of dishes in. It has all been a mess since the hurricane. I'm on the phone with L now; then I shall straighten - not clean like dust and vacuum, lol, but straighten. As I type, coffee is helping my mood. And God is, of course. Off to do the readings.