Feelings Work

I feel: Lonely. Tired. Like, tired from sort of light depression and need to avoid? Nervous about money. Nervous about future. Not looking forward to the things I have to do today. Feeling overwhelmed about things like laundry, dishes, work, piano. Just want to lie down, although have had 2 1/2 mugs of coffee. I think it is because: I have not done the things I should do earlier in life to save better. And I have phobias. And I was not raised to face responsibilites. And I am still upset about J., believe it or not! And I wish things with L. would have worked out. And I don't see what I have to look forward to, except aging and decrepitation. Next time I will do differently: Start now to do what can every day for own future? AND live in and enjoy the day. ? 5 Good Things about Me: 1. I keep plugging away 2. I have compassion for others 3. And for non-human animals as well. 4. I am intelligent 5. I can still enjoy little things. Like cheap earrings. (I mean 20 dollars ish).