My Shrink Feels

that these dishonesties are nothings. That I'm hooked on them instead of on the DID or whatever mental illness thing. *I * then have to wonder: Is this all a reworking of my growing up with a schizophrenic mother? Like I have to win over the person's love, although virtually impossible to? With J. too? Oh boy. What a mess. MA ALSO thinks these are nothings. Because she feels he's sweet but immature. And that he just wants these things; that since they are not cheating but just friends it doesn't matter. It wouldn't bother her in the slightest. L. swears that in reverse they wouldn't bother him. He DOES feel bad about the breaking confidence, and the birthday weeklong lie, but the other stuff he feels is trivia. Oh boy. (O and M though feel it is atrocious and not trustworthy and not the way to be treated though).