CoDA

Thank you, God, for this day.

I woke up and I feel:

Burdened, Frightened, Unsure
and
Powerless
and
Like myself, Less depressed, hopeful

I think it is because:
First stuff: Bad dreams, lonely, love J and miss him and not sure where my life will go.
Second: food, and grateful to be turning it over
Third: Antidepressant, and friends.

I acted out codependently:
Waiting so long to get the antibiotic.
I think next time I"ll do differently:
Get to the dr.

Thank you, Jesus, for these insights and for your love.