CoDA

I am at break at work. I feel today:

A little empowered. If he needs to play games, I can too. I DON'T WANT TO!
A bit hopeful - that he won't and we don't have to.
(Talking finances above).

Nervous - because heartbreak, layered with mother stuff, layered with financial crap.

Very excited about the London trip!

Proud of myself.

Grateful for girlfriends, ***including YOU****

Grateful for you, male and female, that I am not alone in cyberspace, thank you thank you thank you!

5 good things about me

brave
never give up
funny
thoughtful of the children
good strong conscience