Today is J's birthday.
And I sent him a happy b'day e-mail.
And it was very nice.
But - but - but - I was able to be truly myself (except leaving out any romantic feelings, of course) because it is finally sinking in:
I may *want* him,
but
I don't *need* him!!!!!
So - I have nothing to lose.
Oh, this is *HUGE*!
SOOOO glad I stayed around and didn't leave (program or life) before the miracle.
Thank you, God!
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