1.
A’s friendship
2.
M’s friendship
3.
MA’s friendship
4.
My breathe. Have
strep and respiratory things now and fever, but am on meds and am glad I HAVE
breath: )
5.
God
6.
YOU
7.
Irl friends
8.
Therapist
9.
Reiki
10.
Thich Nhat Hanh
11.
Not giving up
12.
That I was able
to afford co-pay yesterday at dr’s
13.
And meds at
pharmacy
14.
That sometimes
today my throat doesn’t even hurt!
15.
That I can work
tomorrow
16.
That I am so
determined to
17.
That I found
Summer! He flew out so QUICKLY this morning and hid so well, it took me a while
to find him! Must keep him safe! So glad he is safe.
18.
Flowers
19.
Zen to Zany on
facebook
20.
I have a car
21.
J did my mother’s
a/c
22.
Summer has been
out all day
23.
I have a working
tv
24.
I have lights
25.
Electricity
26.
Plumbing
27.
Wood floors
28.
A job
29.
Sweet students
30.
No bad neighbors
31.
The book “The Secret”
32.
The book “The
Power”
33.
Computer teacher
at work helping me
34.
Principal
apparently likes me
35.
Water to drink
36.
And for showering
37.
Nice hair
38.
Talking to MA
yesterday AND today
39.
Heat for my house
when needed
40.
Kandinsky
41.
Artists
42.
Museums nearby me
43.
I’ve been to
London!
44.
And Stonehenge!
45.
And Windsor
Castle!
46.
By myself!
47.
And loved it!
48.
Beaches
49.
Swimming
50.
The sound
51.
Ocean
52.
Lakes
53.
Rivers
54.
Streams
55.
It is true – I
DON’T own all the problems in the world!
56.
This ______
57.
And this_____
58.
And K, my Reiki
Master
59.
That I am all
planned for tomorrow. Plans done, things in order, classroom neat… Was so tired
and sick by Friday afternoon almost didn’t do it but made self and am so glad
for that: )
60.
That I have so
much more forgiveness than I used to have, in my heart. Like almost total
perfect forgiveness. Wow. (Almost)
61.
I woke up today
62.
I’m alive
63.
I’m healthy
64.
I’m blessed.
65.
W called and
explained how he got to that attic.
66.
It made sense to
me.
67.
Still not sure
would see him again but feel he is not a serial killer or quite the loser. But
milquetoast and too timid, yes. But at least maybe friend for a bit. We’ll see.
Grateful he explained it all. Not all I’m sure but enough). And it is not like
sick…
68.
A IMs
69.
My so much lesser
jealousy
70.
L’s friendship
yes really
71.
Music
72.
Piano
73.
Summer
74.
Jewel
75.
That I have
plenty of food for them
76.
And water too: )
77.
I have things
around this little house that I assure you I know are luxuries! My house is
little and needs work but I have many things that are luxuries! For sure!
78.
That my brain can
think
79.
I would not sell
my eyes for 20 million dollars. So my eyes are priceless
80.
I would not sell
my legs for that either. So also priceless
81.
Same with my feet
82.
My hands
83.
My fingers
84.
My arms
85.
Fever went much
higher last night, but then seems to be coming down this morning. Not all
better but I feel *substantially * better.*
86.
Gratitudes
87.
That I feel less
dizzy today! Phew! Almost not dizzy at all. Phew.
88.
That I realized I
was wrong to say no to J when he offered to bring me things from store. I was
able to ask myself, Why say no thank you? So he won’t find you to be a
pain? He has left you! Take the things
you need for your health!
89.
And I did.
90.
And he did. Good.
91.
Doggies
92.
That the one we
had is so close to J
93.
Fresh organic
greens
94.
Water
95.
Tea
96.
Ibuprofen
97.
That my self-esteem
was much higher yesterday!
98.
That I can type.
99.
That I will be
able to do my mother’s shopping after school. Phew.
100.
That I sleep
every night.
