Saw Dr. 1 1/2 Hours. Am Better. Thank you EJ, JJ, Birdie!

Things I Have, to Live for:

1.      helping animals

2.      hel[ing children

3.      walking

4.      seeing

5.      smiling

6.      laughing with friends

7.      helping MA

8.      helping my mother

9.      French

10.   Piano

11.   Reading

12.   Sharing thoughts feeling ideas with others, both ways.

13.   Meditation

14.   Laughter

15.   Sex

16.   Beaches

17.   Driving

18.   Trees

19.   Embroidery

20.   The love of M’s girsls

21.   My accomplishments at work

22.   Things that come up that you can never expect, like London. Ahhh.

23.   There are people who would miss me if I died.

24.   Word games

25.   Art

26.   Museums

27.   Music

28.   All my freedoms

29.   Yummy healthy food and not overeating

30.   Pretty colors

31.   The book The Power

32.   Green drinks helping my mood so much

33.   I WILL have love again

34.   Ma – I don’t know if I’ve EVER mentioned her on blog before, but

35.   Walking

36.   Running

37.   Swimming

38.   I will give Reiki to some other animals one day.

39.   And maybe some more people too.

40.   Parties

41.   Simplicity

42.   Hope

43.   The Botanical Gardens (everywhere)

44.   I have a yard

45.   The left side of this __________

46.   Woods

47.   Parks

48.   Benches outside

49.   Less fear

50.   The joy of morning coffee

51.   Getting to teach about animals. It is actually curriculum!

52.   Inspiring others.

53.   My dr said to me last night, “If I were God, I would save – save HER. SHE helps so many people!”

54.   And again, that if he were ever in emergency, he would want me there.

55.   Watching figure skating

56.   My hands

57.   Doggies

58.   Kitties

59.   MA

60.   ML

61.   M

62.   Studying

63.   Learning new things

64.   I can hear all the sounds of nature around me

65.   My book club chats with the other

66.   Eggplant

67.   People who are nice to each other.

68.   Like that guy to me yesterday

69.   And those girls to me

70.   And me to those girls

71.   Saving some money

72.   I can dance whenever I feel like

73.   I love my nutribullet

74.   When my birds fly around me, it brings me such joy

75.   The crisp cool air outside

76.   I have all the comforts – heat etc. in my home

77.   Clothes

78.   Clean laundry

79.   Teas

80.   Gleaming beautiful wood

81.   The fragrance of flowers

82.   The beauty of flowers

83.   It is fun wearing earrings

84.   I have health

85.   I ate so cleanly yesterday

86.   And it felt so good.

87.   MY smile can help others in any given day!

88.   Manifestation boards

89.   Cuddling

90.   Cuddling with animals too

91.   Remember that feeling when I first met L (my dr reminded me last night). How much hope I had. How happy I felt. It is NOT all about J.

92.   Sitting with another and reading

93.   I have a piano in my classroom!

94.   This idea form the book The Power aobut “What do I see that I love What do I hear that I love etc. ALL THE TIME. Started practicing it last night.

95.   Any and every time my mind is clear.

96.   Every time I step outside of my comfort zone, it expands

97.   Thich Nhat hanh

98.   His monkd sand nuns

99.   Avalokiteśvara

100. The chant to Avalokiteśvara