Feelings Work

I feel/I think it is because: Shitty. Tired. Scared. Lonely. Almost hopeless as far as relationships go. Also grateful for so much. Maybe because, in part, I need more vegetables and sleep and clean house and I hate a number of the things I have to do today. And L. And the two disappointing ones on dating site. Still sad about those children last week in Connecticut. Next Time I'll Do Differently: Keep up with things? Eat more veggies? WORK ON FULFILLING MYSELF, so, well, you know. 5 Good Things about Me: 1. Charming (according to L.) 2. Beautiful (according to L.) 3. Sexy (according to L.) 4. Emotionally open (according to me) 5. Honest (according to both of us)