100 Gratitudes a Day

Afraid to not do gratitudes at this point –
l.h. typing – gonna use few words & don’t care if repeats – just need to acknowledge gratitudes
but even though typing with left, still, neck or whatever, strains right a bit

I am grateful

1. didn’t kill self
2. relief from Jesus
3. water
4. life
5. pain pills
6. eye drops
7. vision
8. flowers in ground
9. indoor plants
10. flowers in vase
11. new Bible with explanations coming
12. hope about me & J
13. fewer pain pills & not as loopy today
14. some relief from wrist splint
15. praying
16. 4 days in a row of good clean eating
17. shelter
18. and that it is a house
19. hear birds right now
20. trees
21. soil
22. grass
23. wildflowers
24. meadows
25. fog
26. that I have gotten to fly in planes
27. Buddhism
28. Catholicism
29. Roseanne show today – nervous (J) & it helps me relax
30. Every second of peace I ever have
31. Friends + support, including MA
32. ML
33. Mau
34. Mar
35. M
36. O
37. St
38. S
39. Jo
40. Other jo
41. Great opthamologist
42. Eyesight
43. Hearing
44. Good enough internist
45. Good hand doc
46. Shrink
47. Mother
48. All time had with fabulous father before he died
49. Ji and the time I had with him
50. J’s health
51. All the time I have had with J
52. Opportunity to do church thing tomorrow maybe ( if doesn’t rely on writing like sometimes) if wany
53. N’s scripture phone call this morning
54. Blessed Sacrament this morning
55. Mar driving me
56. RM giving little talk there too
57. Lentils
58. Oranges
59. Chatting a little wit mau last night, even though she can be difficult seeming so angry & all, and her asking me to pray specifically for her willingness. Which I’ve already done & will continue to do of course
60. That I did remember to pray in bed this morning – great & important habit
61. Coffee with vanilla almond milk
62. Hope
63. Don’t know how much is which of these factors: God, prayer, daily spiritual habits these months, good clean eating these days, days when not having to directly face J & rejection even though that might be denial, hope real or false, beginnings of acceptance, or even the narcotic pain pills…but in any event I’m grateful for the relief I sometimes have not so terrified regarding J.
64. Don’t “have to” do anything today
65. The health I have
66. My job
67. And – that I’m off right now
68. Good books
69. Religious freedom
70. Freedom of speech
71. Archie comics
72. The few pedicures a year I get to have
73. Laughter
74. Sense of humor
75. Heat
76. a/c
77. Windows
78. Blue sky
79. Cumulous clouds
80. The amazing oak tree out front
81. The acting I’ve done in plays
82. Authenticity in my real life now
83. The Blessed Mother
84. Piano, even though I can’t do it now
85. The color blue
86. The color yellow
87. Red and yellow together
88. I live in a peaceful area
89. My home feelssafe
90. Minnie mouse
91. Thich nhat hahn
92. Mother teresa
93. Princess Diana
94. Our principal
95. Our superintendent of schools
96. Our union president
97. Our board of ed, relatively sane
98. People who at least partially get it., and appreciate teachers
99. My tv
100. My computer
101. My car
102. My hair
103. My brain