Journal

Maybe. Just maybe. I'm in a start-over stage.

If this

Can become this

And then of course there's this:

Then whether there's a God or not, and I mostly kind of believe there is,
there are definitely miraculous changes . . .

Maybe I can be one?

This

To This

Why not?

Today I shall do my best to get one step further. That will involve paying the fucking bills period.
And not letting A push me into something that might be good for HIS needs, but not mine.
And prayer.
And being really good to those children.
And smiling a lot
And 10 mins. of mediation.

Amen.