I used to think I was smart. And I am in some ways.
But instead of encounters with J being pleasant for him, so we can at least enjoy ourselves, what I've been doing is leaving tons of time between them, and them when I do see him it's usually about my mother. So my guess is he's finding time without me better and with me, a drain.
I'm so nervous about all this, I can't think straight.
Want to get back to my daily work here asap too.
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