I don't know what to say today.
A friend from online e-mailed me and was helpful this morning. And I'm grateful for that.
Things are so bad inside me though.
Did go to light lunch with friend yesterday and then to hospital to see mother. That helped a bit.
So sad.
So sad.
Must find way to not give up.
So lonely. Hopeless. Husband used to call me, "The eighth dwarf: hopeful." Where did that go?
May be atypical depression, from what I've seen.
Scared.
Scared.
Help me, God. To do what's right. To have hope back. To be a whole person.
Thank you. Amen.
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