Today

I shall be "lazy"
in a good way

piano
birds
books
maybe a movie or mall to walk a bit

grats at some point

EJ's advice, and Kayliegh's
sinking in

I will still try
but I will just "be"
not constantly self-improving
and analyzing

this will be growth
oops
lol

Yesterday
I
did for mother
took bath AND shower
got pedicure ahhhh
and went on a date
my second blind date ever
had nice time

Today is anniversary of my wedding to J
but I am HERE and fine and enjoying THIS day
It is not ABOUT him
ahhh