I feel afraid of time and all I "have to" do.
And whether L. will be comfortable here this weekend. Because I don't have the comfort-things he loves at his house.
I am happy to not be desperate for J anymore
I am happy to be enjoying time with L.
And happy to be enjoying time lovemaking with him, especially since the fear I first had
And that he used that word: lovemaking.
I am grateful for my health.
I am determined. To meditate with the kiddies today.
And excited about the fun I'm likely to have this weekend. If I can just keep the insecurities at bay.
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