Feelings

Frantic - well, that's oversaid but still SO MUCH TIME EACH am on phone with M Plus MA needs me Plus all my spiritual work Plus my emails to L NEED MORE MEDITATION! So much pressure at work Stomach hurting right now Can't even remember what ate last night... Worried - J, money, time, fat, L and am I good enough - which is very sad and I will work on TODAY with my dr. Too many demands on my time, energy, mental facilities (that one work) But VERY grateful. For ALL those things in grats. Plus more. Feel kind of like laughing, also. So so so grateful that shopped yesterday without a friend. And kind of spring carefree. Yay And DETERMINED. DETERMINED to give those kids a good and easier day with them behaving, today.