Memories

being a little infatuated with I
and picturing myself in love and living with him


Supermarket shopping for B's house. He was going on a date - he wasn't facing that it was a date, but I was. And I was crying in the supermarket. Grief. So bad. And I was MOST ASSUREDLY NOT in love with him!

Worrying about the future is one thing.
But IN THE DAY, or "on the day" as they say in dog shows, I am just as fine as ever. AS when J was here...

So again - more reminders - that is is NOT all about J!