Oh God Help Me What if I

just
make the best
and defuckingcide
that the best is efuckingough

i cleaned as much of kitch as could
dr on way
bird cage clean
ate veggies breakfast and lunch
practiced piano
talked m, ma, and o and mother

when dr leaves i will do one fucking load of laundry
and
i will change my attifuckingtude

because the bathroom needs to be redone, does that mean it's not worth keeping clean?
yard
kitchen
l.r. etc.
is the l.r. better with the patch in the ceiling but whole room clean and in order,
or better with the patch in the ceiling and messy and not dusted or vacuumed
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