Greens

Ate some.
Not as bad.
Must remember always - greens.

Must go to bank and mother's. Dread both.
What is wrong with me, I don't know.
But I THINK:
therapist away so long and so much.
J in Hawaii
L. ending
house falling apart
money issues
best friend diagnosed with something bad
lonely. so lonely
scared about some job stuff

None of these are insurmountable
Well, MA's diagnosis might be.
But I can BE THERE *FOR* her.
AND enjoy her too.

So
writing them out is not as big as it feels so often.

AND - caring fort he birdies helps me too. And watching them play gives me joy. And them ON me, oh what joy.