Desolate

I'm feeling desolate today.

I am doing my morning-work or course, and that's good.
And praying for knowledge of God's will and the strength to carry it out.
And praying for my intentions and for others' too.

And will get out today.

And still very grateful.

But so lonely.

So hurt and so lonely.

So scared and so hurt and so lonely.

Kind of depressed. Just don't feel like doing it. Just don't feel like any of it.

And I think it's okay (?) to express how I feel even when it's so not positive.

That's all.

:(