Huh

I was telling MA on Sat morning that I felt the nerve-ending-frayed thing I get rarely. Every several years.

And when it happens, I know is a time to be careful. Gentle. With self. It is absolute overload with this frazzled nerve-endings feeling. I don’t know quite how to describe it.

And –

·       The hearing of the 3 young-people deaths in Ji’s family,

·       The spending time on it and his and his family’s pages,

·       The funky time with M

·       The beginning to sink Sun morning

·       The mother emergency and time with both aides

·       The horrible I’m – all- alone feeling at hospital

·       The J. talks

·       The priest fight (fb)

·       The death of my dear friend’s dear animal

·       The Reiki and prayers for her

·       The staying up too late helping her

·       And the being awakened early this am by M on phone

Were all AFTER that! omg!

In fact,

It makes me wonder something.

As true huge psychic things have happened twice and I attributed them to this nerves-frayed and open like open electrical wires feelings at the times,

It makes me wonder this time

If perhaps

It wasn’t a presentient thing?!

Maybe the fraying was in ADVANCE of all this? Like an animal before a storm….

Just a thought.

And an interesting one to me.