Need to Make Note of This NOW

on lunchbreak at course

Yes I love J
and it would be nice in many ways to be with someone with so much history together etc etc
and the vows etc etc
and it would be - well - easier

BUT

I
do NOT
need to be with someone who doesn't appreciate my wonderfulness!

I need to remember that feeling. Because it is coming more and more but is not ALWAYS here, and SHOULD be.