Oh Yeah!
I Am So Loveable!
And Here Is Some of How!
I I am the Queen of New Starts!
1.
Able at work to
look at people like meeting them for 1st time and have no history of
negatives at all.
2.
And with children
of course! Always!
3.
And with:
4.
Friendships
5.
Looks
6.
Food
7.
House
8.
Exercise
9.
Piano
10.
French
11.
I can always let
the past go and move on. J was always impressed by this in fact.
II I Have Compassion!
1.
D.
2.
M.
3.
O.
4.
Non-human animals
5.
Children
6.
Mother
7.
People I’ve never
met
8.
Now – finally –
self
!
J
III I Have Sticktoittiveness!
1. That time in my life when did so much There was a time, when I was going through a
divorce. As a serious Catholic (at that
time).
2. My mother was ill and I was overwhelmed with fears of
burning in hell…Poor young thing. I had no money. No bathroom electricity, car,
refrigerator. No money. Like 1000 a month for ALL my bills! Mice would get in
house if I tried to put like container of juice on cold windowsill. During
that time, I had to get a
job, of course. I didn't want one.I got a job, and a SECOND job too. I was in FOUR accidents. Not one was MINE. I was just
hurt in them. I got lyme disease. It took 7 doctors 6 weeks to diagnose it. I
got double pneumonia. 4 accidents (none mine) – and lyme disease and double
pneumonia. Spent over a year out of 3 in bed. 92 banks turned me down for a
mortgage. 92. Walked with neck brace 3 ½ miles to course at night for some
time, for Masters. Got it. 4.0. And Got
divorce Got job and 2nd job And better job And tenure Bought house
by self having never written a check in my life! And had to do some creative
financing to do it! I had to get a job, of course. I didn't want one. I got a
job, and a SECOND job too. I was in FOUR accidents. Not one was MINE. I was
just hurt in them. I got lyme disease. It took 7 doctors 6 weeks to diagnose
it. I got double pneumonia. I spent over a year out of 3 in bed.92 banks turned
me down for a mortgage. 92 banks. Really. With some creative financing, and one
little lie, the 93rd didn't. I got the job, worked it and the second job. Went
for my Masters to keep my NYS certification to support myself. Lawyer said
could get more from Jim. Would not take advantage of Jim. Jim did enough for
me. He gave me 2 years help BEFORE we filed. Now that filed, lawyer said can
get 2 years help. I said, But he already did that. Just because it wasn't filed
doesn't mean it isn't real. Lawyer said, "Wow. I REALLY respect you! Wow.
I NEVER heard anything like that.' "Still, I could get it for you." "No
thank you," I said. WALKED 3 1/2 miles on meds with a neck brace to
masters courses AT NIGHT! Got the masters, 4.0 Got a better job, and tenure. Bought
the house, HAVING NEVER WRITTEN A CHECK IN MY LIFE! The end.
3.
Grades
4.
Teaching
5.
J
6.
Friendships like
MA
7.
The agic
8.
Spirituality
9.
Degrees in
psychology, teaching, and theology
10.
Top of profession
11.
Own own home and
is paid off (after 92 banks turned me down!)
12.
Take care of
birdies
I get MORE AND MORE positive!
Through:
1.
Reading
2.
Meditating (a
little)
3.
Friendships
4.
Less and less and
often no complaining
5.
Eating better and
better
6.
Smiling a lot more
7.
My DECISION to be
positive!
8.
I have some
slipbacks, but – it is like a line graph going upward. (Forget the title as I just took this from online somewhere but, it is like this graph):
At this stage of my career, I am a better teacher than
ever!
1.
And still make
changes!
2.
Better reading
growth than ever before
3.
Better math
4.
Better writing
5.
Deeper still
understanding of children
6.
Dedicated to own
improvements
7.
More giving and
not resentful
Such Thrill Out of Little Things Even: “The ultimate
cheap date”!
1.
book store
2.
buy me a book as a
present
3.
or a cheap little
music box…
4.
or cheap earrings…
5.
walking around
Lincoln Center area or other NYC areas
6.
a movie out is a
date for me! I like even wearing a skirt to it!
7.
walk in the woods
8.
also love
expensive restaurant
9.
but fun on
inexpensive vacations as well as more expensive!
10.
movie at home with
pizza date night
11.
a hug
12.
etc
13.
the joy of A stitch in needlework
14.
the joy of A note in piano
15.
the joy of the
music of the language in French
16.
the joy of sitting
watching ducks or swans or geese…
17.
the joy of
walking. Just foot-foot one in front of the other just plain walking
18.
the joy of being
in the water
19.
the joy of sitting
with a book or magazine, outside
Pretty !
1.
Smile
2.
Eyes
3.
Nice curvy body
and getting smaller and prettier
4.
Know how to have
fun
5.
Very neat
embroidery
6.
Lovely tone at
piano
7.
Can carry a tune
with nice quality of voice
8.
Open minded
9.
Open to new things
10.
Respond instantly
to meditation including Reiki, sitting, and walking meditations!
And!
I share what I know and what I
learn with others!
I AM loveable!
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