Feelings Work

I feel: A bit nervous about the physical stuff that is not happening with L. and makes me feel rejected/unwanted, whatever Happy that we're kissing and cuddling and holding and caressing. Happy that we'll be with the friends at the party tonight. Grateful that my mother is doing well. In the day. In need of some "down" time. To read, relax, knit, . . . But NOT feel lonely. I think it is because: He has problems sexually and so is not so interested. But I am growing and open. I need to USE my downtime better. Next time I will do differently: Not veg in front of the tv so much. 5 Good Things about Me: 1. I am intelligent 2. I am nice 3. I am decent 4. I am funny 5. I am energetic "enough.