I woke up and I feel:
Upset, frightened, estranged, regretful, rejected, unhappy, anxious, sad, vulnerable, lonely, encumbered, terrified, neglected, bruised, battered, envious, brittle, helpless
AND
Blessed, grateful, divine
AND
and this may be the ones that will helps me to give in and gie up and put programs first:
Defeated
I think it is because:
I fell asleep on the couch and was awakened by the phone, and then in sort of a stupor, overate. It's a phenomenon and I don't know what to do about it and cannot do anything about it on my own.
Also, because I so deeply feel I need J. And that is codependent.
What I think I will do differently next time:
Pray for help!
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