Feel like shit

I guess I should try grats. Maybe in a little while.

Can't imagine doing the work today.
But know need it.

I know it's partly because was so sick.
And maybe i also lost my anti-depressant in all the spews from my body.
Will take temperature in little while again.

So far today not anywhere near as sick.
But very scared and depressed:(

Could it partly be because I've been telling people at work, which makes it all so real?
And this is one of the two hardest classes I've ever had. So much craziness. Craziness. Really. And "they're" talking about tying our salaries to these kids test scores?

I feel like it's all about J.

Fuck fuck fuck