I woke up and I feel:
Empty. Lonely. Scared. So so empty. Quiet and dark all around me and I have no life.
However, I do have a life. If I were to lose it to paralysis or something, I'd wish for it back, exactly as it is.
So I also feel fine and blessed and lucky and thankful.
I think it is because:
I need more green veggies.
I might have strep.
I am so worried about Thanksgiving.
I ate crap.
I can't find my eye drops. I may have to pay 90 dollars to replace them. But that's ok. I will if I have to.
But
I waved the white flag at OA and I am ready to surrender.
I am ready to start a new life.
Please God help me to.
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