Dear God

Dear God,
You know the thoughts I've been having.
Please help me.
This is very hard right now.
I value my life. I value the gift of life you've given me.
Please, give me breath. And give me the will and strength and courage to live this live you've given me.
Please help me.
Please help J to see why he loved me so much for over 20 years and come out of this mid-life crisis thing.

Going to do some gratitudes right now...