CoDA

I feel:

Many things. I have put them all on the magnet board, but don't have time to write them here.

Reasons:
M's problems and loss of support to me right now, and some of her dishonesties, MA's illness, J of course J J J, + L is too intelligent and well-spoken for me + I'm exhausted to the point of trouble thinking straight. Blessed and grateful and thankful and sacred = grats and God, and powerless humble and willing about food

Next time differently:
Continue to remember to pray
Continue to remember to give over my food and food choices to God. It's working and much easier than dieting.

5 good about me
honest
willing
hard-working
loyal
dedicated