My Husband Has Said He Wants a Divorce

First I cried and was so sad
Then some panic
Then some denial
Then some internal bargaining.
All in one evening.

I'm scared.

But reached out to people.
Got support.
Am very grateful to them.

Will find a way.

I would much rather try again. With what we know now. Decency etc. My taking better care of myself; him doing work..

But he has rights too and this is what he wants.

Besides, I really don't have any choice anyway.

Now more worried - hope he doesn't try to screw me financially. I didn't do that to first husband, nor he to me. And I wouldn't do it to J. Please God, don't let him. He will see his family tomorrow. I hope they don't talk him into anything.

He seemed angry.
I don't understand.

I must remember: We both did the best we could with what we had/knew at the time.

Please God, I ask for safety and kindness for us both.
Thank you.